Wasn't That A Funny Day?

To the anon who just asked me a question:

I clicked publish and tumblr’s being a butt trumpet and apparently didn’t post it, so I will repeat my answer here for you:

Anonymus asked:

Can’t deal with 3x14 still. How do you do it? *ugly cry*

That’s what I do. I cry in an ugly fashion. I’m not even lying. Last night I couldn’t fall asleep, I just wasn’t tired, so I got my ipod and listened to Cough Syrup until I was tired enough from crying so much and I could go to sleep. 

I just really love that song and I’m kind of mad I never heard it before because I think even though it makes me cry, it is actually a really great and beautiful (in a depressing kind of way) song.

I don’t know why I keep doing this to myself, because that song, hell, the entire episode, is heartbreaking but it’s also kind of beautiful. I don’t know. I don’t try to make sense of what goes on in my head.

So, to sum up anon, I don’t really deal with it. I just sit and wallow in the heartbreaking beauty of it all.